Time to go.

I'm going to run away from my job soon. Maybe I won't even wait for the end of June.
Why?
Because that enviroment is fucking rotten! I can't believe the new game we had there! We will all, willing or not, be judged for the way we dress everyday, the one that wins more for some weeks will gain extra 100 euros. This is disgusting, I'm just not going to take this challenge because it is my brain that counts, not the money I can spend on clothes.
I can't be part of that plastic enviroment anymore.
Hopefully I'm also gonna be innocent and free in few days, so "Hello world"!
No more Shalott complex for sometimes...or so I wish.
But I keep on saying to myself: "Welcome to Italy, baby!"; I'm not even shocked anymore when I realize each day how much of a materialist country Italy has become.
And God, I so wished, when I started this career as an alternative option to the path I wasn't allowed to pursue because of the injustice I suffered from (which I'll be free from in few days), that this job was about activism...instead is just plain marketing, and it's for happy people who smile so much they conquer the audience, and for women who like flirting. I'm not a smiley girl and most of all I'm not a flirty one.
I'm fucking shy, I don't show off my body, I don't flirt with men...why the hell did I happen to get that job? Was I brainwashed?
But I'm pretty disgusted about how women and girls are becoming here. The average italian girl is a almost-naked, smiley, flirty one who'll do everything for the money, and gets all the best jobs even if she's not educated for them.

And what about us? Poor, educated women with dignity and integrity? Who rely on our brain and skills rather than provocative clothing or captivating smiles? This country must give us the credit we need. We can't be voiceless. We need our space.