Fed Up

I'm tired of struggling to be happy.
I'm tired of struggling to keep those few things which make me happy.
I'm tired of being constantly tested.
I'm tired of my job and I fucking miss the old one.
I'm tired of your insecurity, darling: if you love me stop testing me.
I'm tired of O.c.d.
I'm of tired of B.d.p.
I'm tired of sleepless nights.
I'm tired of studying, in Italy it gets you nowhere.
I'm tired of my heart which is too good.
I'm tired of paranoias.
I'm tired of crazy dreams.
I'm tired of jealous people.
I'm tired of being tired.
I'm tired of tears.
I'm tired of waiting for happiness to come.
I'm tired of waiting for calm to come.
I'm tired of fear, concrete or non-existent.
I'm tired of obsessions.
I'm fucking tired of myself.